With the new year beginning I can’t help but reflect on my last year. What has 2018 done for me? Well, it gave me diabetes. That certainly was a disappointment. We are still working on getting the house, but that, again, did not happen. Well, if this is the extent of my bad times I can’t help but feel grateful.
Life is not about it being fantastic every single day. It is about living through the disappointments and coming out the other end a better person. Was getting diabetes a hardship? Well duh, but the important thing is turning the hardship into a championship.
So, again what has 2018 done for me? Well, I am a healthier person. I eat less carbs and work out more. My outlook on life has changed drastically for the better. I am no longer about getting through the work day. My eyes opened and I realized I did not just want to be another worker. I wanted to be someone that made a difference. So, I took the leap and left the job I have been at for four years of my life. Shortly before Thanksgiving I stated a new career as an educational aide. Not going to lie, I was terrified and almost changed my mind. After two days working there I was never more certain I made the right choice. I love working with the children and my stress level has gone down considerably.
I worked on my friendships this last year as well. I am not what you call a social person. Socially awkward is more like it. I prefer to stay in my house and binge on Netflix. However, that is not living life to the fullest. So, this year I focused on creating more friendships. I rekindled old friendships and worked on created a couple new ones. Am I still socially awkward? Oh yes. I think its something my friends love about me. Or maybe they are feel they are just as socially awkward as I am.
So, 2018 kind of sucked due to getting diabetes, but was great because getting diabetes made me stronger. It helped me see I want to be more. I worked hard to make the positive changes I wanted. I got healthier, changed my career and I worked on foraging more friendships. I made sure to get myself out of the house and have adventures. I am loving the new Katie. She is much more positive and outgoing than non-diabetic Katie. I can’t wait to see what 2019 brings.